Saturday, December 29, 2012

FIRST POST FROM GENTING

哇。。。大概又有多久啊。。。哈哈
这次我应该也得空多update了。。。
在这里的时间都很足够
这次上到来这里可以说是有够衰的了
 
先说房间吧
远!是超远的!每次都要走大概15分钟出去
肮脏!是超肮脏的!几十个人一起共用一个厕所
偏僻!是超偏僻的!打开门就看到山边了,树林了
担心!是超担心的!来了一个星期楼上就发生两次爆窃,一直担心几时到自己
 
到做工了
被分到我一直都不想去的地方~STARWORLD!!
那里什么都要从新来过,没有之前认识的朋友没有该有的人情味
 
终于说到自己的问题了
先先是手表坏了,花了超贵的价钱弄回
然后就到我的皮鞋,鞋跟给我脱下哇
今天就到我的镜子给破去了
 
每一天似乎都在发生一些不愉快的事情来打击我
这样的事情还要维持多久,我还要衰到几时去啊
简直就是无语掉
 
但是现实还是现实,我还是要面对
所以告诉自己无论如何都不能败给现实!!
 
今天算是有个半天的假期,我让自己过得很充实
一个人跑去FIRSTWORLD走了一圈,买了想买的
然后就一个人跑去上网,也就是来了这里咯
一个人静静的听歌,静静的在这里写网志
然后等下就是做工咯
 
今天就告诉自己辛苦一下又怎样!!还有整辈子呢!!
来!!加油!!。。。
 
 
 
 
 
现在的目标就是等待你的到来。
真希望那一天能快点降临。
你又能知道吗。


Tuesday, October 9, 2012

REGRESSION OF ME

hmn~~more than one year do not come back here...for sure i miss here...since i got no time to update my post...
sometime when i got problem i will think of here...to say out my inward feeling here since there is no one can hear my sharing...feel sad about that too...but...time is the big problem and also i prefer to keep it all with myself rather than to share here or there...then why i come back today har??me also don't know...
counted back the days...we got separated for almost 8 months...i emphasized that different believe for both of us is the main problem...however...now it seem changed to another since she knew it...i really do not hope so...me never deny that it is not my fault...me really have did a big fault...i hate myself too...what the worst was i had hurt you...sorry!!!
i never hope you can forgive me...what i hope is you can stay happy and relieve it all...do not make this all become your burden since i am the one did wrong...
today...u had said that i am the one that not worth for you to love...ya...that is right...you have made a right way...me is not worth to get the caring from you...i knew you was sad when saying this....but you start to hate me and this maybe good for you....you have to forget me if not you are not able to find a better guy...TIFFANY!!!...please go and find a better guy...me is not worth to care by you again...
argh~~~~!!!!what am i talk nonsence this....SORRY!!!

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